To be wildly enthusiastic, or deadly serious–both are wrong. Both pass. One must keep ever present a sense of humor.
How familiar wild enthusiasm and deadly seriousness are to most of us. We experience life within the extremes. The thrill of wild enthusiasm we try to trap, to control. We are exhilarated and feel good. Our serious side traps us, controls us, lowers a pall on all our activities. Both expressions keep us stuck. Neither expression allows the freedom of spontaneity so necessary to a full, healthy life.
Through our addiction–the liquor, the upper, the person, the food–we were searching for a feeling we didn’t feel. We were searching for an unnatural state of happiness, even perhaps wild enthusiasm, because we had so little of any enthusiasm for life. Our search failed. Again and again we’d “catch it,” only to have it elude us. We may not have given up the search. But we will come to accept both states of mind as temporary and search instead for the middle ground. A sense of humor will make all of life’s loads easier to bear. A sense of humor will offer us the balance that has been missing for so many years. Today will offer me a chance to be wildly enthusiastic and a chance to be deadly serious. I’ll try to focus on the middle ground and cultivate my sense of humor.